@8:13 PM
Hello..
an emo night it was. a more emo day it was today!
gosh oh goshh!
timing was pwerfect for guidance.. hahaha same topic... again.. ever since the school year started. soo.. wrong info gotten...
now.. right info channeling in here.. hhahaha. every word stabbing! yehey... :'(
how can anything be reasonable then!?
how could it even be justified...
i was'nt trying to change anyone.. but... i was trying to help. i was in it.. cos i was sharing a bond..? one was all i really needed.. i mean like yeah. but maybe things didnt comeout as i wanted them to? i have no idea.. the whole relationship now is a big blur..
all those come backs... now seem confusing.. :(
everything seems confusing...
this is really saddening...
oh well..
that means all my doubts were correct... all those times when i thought it could have never happened... (?) did happen. i had'nt reacted on it then.. cos i thought it was impossible for it to happen on me... and it did. wow...
i always thought that maybe i had been the underdog.. looks like i've proven myself right again... i did'nt follow my instincts.......
i let "love" take over me... heart over mind... you see. .thats wwhat i meant. when you let your emotions take over you.. you get blinded by whats happening infront of you. those little things which had pulled your trigger actually dd mean something...
i just don't know how people are capable of acts like those. why does this kinda of hurt exist man...
maybe the reality of different "standards" is true...
yeah.. one pill of honesty.. and one injection of reality pleasee..
im giving up already...
the weather.. wow.. perfect...
maybe got sick of it.. then.. oh wellllllllllllllllllllllll...
or didnt do enough...
fshhhht..
