@11:29 AM
there we go, steady connection...
start of the sembreak!!
i am a late bloomer... i never really understood the real meanig of breaks till coming hereee. and im stil blooming. which would make me really "totoy" but thats ok.. i accept that! hahaha
sooo... yeah. hopefully soundshack laterrrrr.
this break would be spent on my unfinished thoughts/doubts.
is'nt it amazing. i guess i can't just expect those ugly thoughts to like go away and just leave me forever.
Anna had a point saying that it could happen again. i was'nt around anymore when i was supposed to test if things really changed...
sometimes we just don't understand how to put our emotions into perspective.
its easier for some to put their hearts over minds. that would show the confidence you ave in your partner... the assurance you won;'t get hurt. then again. they say.. you have to get hurt either way. its after being hurt you guys makesure that similar thing does'nt happen again...
when youhave your mind over heart, you obviously have your circumstances. situations occured for you to come to this point, now... you probably hav been stabbed at multiple times.. but you think. wait maybe my heart has taken over my mind, making you oblivious to the number of times you are actually miserable.
when you actually realize how much infliction you've had..
it actually is too late. then you're left with bitterness.
how would you know right.
and it is hard. to say. yeah it will never happen again.
