@11:29 AM
wow, check the weather out, totally isnt helping how i feel right now..
well, last nightm, i guess people do define the terms "for now" and "forever"
only one week has passed.
its so funny how the people who check iif your ok, are sometimes the cause of why your not ok.
honestly if ihad known this before i met you, before we alked.. it would put me into a whole different perspective.. your telling me its only after we talked things our you started grow the liking? i want born yesterday. andim not new to this game...
forever and ever...
WHO WAS I KIDDING.
you know, i would have appreciated so much more if i knew this earlier, instead of continuing with these feelings... towards a wall......
when u tell someone you love them.. you sure as hell belive it.. that you were the only one that was thought of.. and not along with someone elseee..
now.. i think its unfair....................
at least i was true to my word...
but now?
i was the second choice...
damn... im new this sort of game.... and you know what? it hurts! gravely...
and im being checked if im ok?
soo i was probably right all along.. cos now this missing piece, which i should have seen earlier!!!!!!!! i shouldve!!! i shouldve!!! explains everything.. i hate it..
oh noww.... i have all the reasons in the world to hate.....
yeah im glad for the other counterpart.. yeah she'll be getting happy and all.. and all that..
but damn., "ugali" mo... who would think the same way after that... i dont know...
grabe....
fuckkkk... as in solid fuck....
why didnt you tell me any earlier!!!!
fuckkk!!!!!!
