@7:57 PM
medicate me with these excusees to cover up for what i pulle dmyself into. which definitely did not prove anything. i reflect upon those times which drove me up the wall, then later thought it was worth it. and this is how it is. itit does not classify as an insult, but more of an understatement.
if you analyze it... stupid how it was portrayed, but i guess people are used to
gago-ing others. i would say it is no one's fault. it really is'nt, but dang. it surprises me how weak a personality can be. time is not a factor if no action was taken. especially when insults were flying all oer the place in that period of time!
why did i have to say anything anyway.
i had no right back then to know anything.
it was sure as hell the best way to shut up. why throw myself again then drive myself back to waterfalls?? history did repeat itself many times during the summer, the week beforei left, i tried to make myself feel better, not theres nothing wrong with that.
i have my rights to do whatever i want. if people can't deal with that after the sacrifices, thats really the weakness just taking over you... i'm not at one bit surprised
