@5:37 PM
i just love this day.
youknow girls in the morning, when you come out of the shower, you dry your hair, there are days you feel pretty? well that was my day today..
however.. for some odd reason before leaving the house, something didnt feel right. but i ignored it. then you go to school right. then ok feeling pretty. even with the ear rings one. which i took fof later on.. hahaha. and lent them to Alex.
then recess. yoru day just turns into an ultimate bonana. i swear to gosh.. im just so attracted to all of this am i? is htis a sign?
then im tokd to fix myself. HAHAHA.
alright then..
im so pissed now.
suffocated
tears
rage
who ever the fuck you are. you are fucking lucky i dont know who the fuck you are. the fuck anyway. its not liek that slut would read this. fuck i don teven know this person, what the fuck is wrong with people..
so muc fucking conflict. i have so much fucking work to do.. i feel so distracted. guidance twice in a row in ONE fucking day. someone pleasebrighten my oh so gorgeous day up. please do so.. what else is in for me?
symore naman. you get the post effects of guidance..
'handling the relationship' what the fuck. im only trying to settle thisand get by it..
then.. of COURSE. time and time again.. you have to apologie. doesnt history just keeps on repeating its oh so wonderful self? of course its hard for you.. of course. i admire the guts.. but wow.. then those texts.WOW fuckin WOW.
everything i get into.. everyone i get close to. it spins off to be my fault in the end. its so predictable!!
my stereo is fucking up. everything is fucking up today..
so much for feeling good about myself for like 2 hours?
maybe one and a half. co somethign just didnt seem right in the morning.. i think i can be a psychic. but i just took the fact of lack of sleep.
FUCKKK.
im sorry im so sorry for whatever it is.. but gosh im so ARGHHHHHH.
liek what the fuck. who the fuck, THE FUCK>
i was so right. it really turned back to me. strike 3 poon..
fuck this..
great outlet so i can do my work..
FUCKK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU WORLD!! FUCK YOU!!!
and ithoguht it was going to be a pretty day. NOT.
